Dan karena cinta tidak pernah salah,
Sah-sah saja kan bila aku masih merindukanmu?

Aku sudah letih. Letih menantimu kembali. Letih mencoba pura-pura kuat berdiri. Aku sudah letih. Letih menyakiti diriku sendiri. Letih berjalan di atas pecahan rindu yang mengoyak telapak kaki. Aku sudah letih mencintaimu. Aku… Hanya ingin berhenti. Tolong, katakan caranya. Aku… Sudah letih.

Aku bukan kayu, dan kau bukan api. Aku akan tetap mencintaimu sampai aku tidak mencintaimu lagi. ♡

 —@ekkikato

HAPPINESS

Happiness is just outside my window
I thought it crashed, blowing 80 miles an hour
Happiness a little more like knocking
On your door, and you just let it in
Happiness feels a lot like sorrow
Let it be, you can’t make it come or go
But you are gone-not for good but for now
Gone for now feels a lot like gone for good
Happiness is a firecracker sitting on my headboard
Happiness was never meant to hold
Careful child, light the fuse and get away
Cause happiness throws a shower of sparks
Happiness damn near destroys you
Breaks your faith to pieces on the floor
So you tell yourself, that’s enough for now
Happiness has a violent roar
Happiness is like the old man told me
Look for it, and you’ll never find it all
But let it go, live your life and leave it
Then one day, you’ll wake up and she’ll be home.
Home..

~The Fray

sebenernya gue udah lama nyimpen file lagu ini di laptop, cuma baru-baru ini didengerin dan ternyata lyricnya….. beyond amazing. touchy banget. ditambah sama Isaac’s voice yang sangat…. ah, begitulah pokoknya.

..happiness feels a lot like sorrow.
sorrow is a sad thing to experience, but everyone knows that the best remedy for it, is time. no one goes looking for sorrow, it just is. and to me, happiness is the exact same thing. you never know when will it greets you. but when it does, you can feel the joy overwhelms you.

..happiness is a firecracker sitting on my headboard, happiness was never meant to hold.
you chase after it, and it’ll destroys you. a real happiness is never meant to be chased. let it be, and you’ll find em. real happiness is much more like a box of birthday presents. you never know what’s inside. full of surprises. its a lot more like the feeling you get from falling in love, getting a good news, all of those things that you aren’t searching for it. yet it wakes the butterflies in your tummy. cause if you chasing sumthin that you think would fill the gap inside you, you aren’t chasing an eternal joy. you’re chasing sumthin that’ll forever change.

happiness is yours to define. i guess it would have gazillion different meanings for everybody. to me, happiness is that time in your life that you finally realize that you doesn’t have to search for it anymore. happiness is already on your door. that time when you actually enjoy every minutes, every seconds on your life and fills it with love and laughter. that you finally make peace with yourself. that you thanks your God everytime. whatever happens in your life.

que sera-sera, whatever will be, will be..

Cheers, E.

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Salam sayang,
Cinta terakhirmu.

Aku tau tak mungkin memaksakan cinta. Aku hanya takut, terlalu lama mengunggu membuatku mati rasa.